luna‧吟詠與嘶吼

下午和醫生談了某件事，『就順其自然吧！』他說。
「.......（困惑）唉，"自然"，什麼叫做"自然"呢？」

『對別人來說，"自然"是什麼都不做；對妳來說"自然"就是躲起來、逃走，
　在遇到那麼多奇怪的人奇怪的事之後，妳的膽小很正常，可以被理解，
　我知道就妳而言，什麼都不做，不躲也不逃，很不容易，甚至是最困難的，
　所以，請妳"很勉強地"讓自己"放輕鬆"，盡可能做到一般人所稱的"自然"！』

我露出囧的表情，醫生笑著闔上病歷本，『加油吧！』

和菲亞吃過晚飯後，回家的路上一邊騎車，一邊想著醫生的話，
過去幾天那些不安與煎熬得到緩解，現在的想法非常清楚與穩定，
腦中隱隱響起〈Truly Madly Deeply〉令人著迷的旋律詞句，
再一次，我瞭解該如何朝下一個里程碑邁進.......

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〈Truly Madly Deeply〉

Savage Garden

I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy
I'll be your hope I'll be your love
Be everything that you need
I'll love you more with every breath
Truly, madly, deeply do
I will be strong I will be faithful
'cause I'm counting on

A new beginning
A reason for living
A deeper meaning

I want to stand with you on a mountain
I want to bathe with you in the sea
I want to lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me

And when the stars are shining brightly in the velvet sky,
I'll make a wish to send it to heaven
Then make you want to cry
The tears of joy for all the pleasure in the certainty
That we're surrounded by the comfort and protection of

The highest powers
In lonely hours
The tears devour you

I want to stand with you on a mountain
I want to bathe with you in the sea
I want to lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me

Oh can't you see it baby?
You don't have to close your eyes
'Cause it's standing right here before you
All that you need will surely come

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Now, I'm standing here.......